I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head…

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Posted by: iltradito Original: 9/29/2006 11:25 PM Views: 508 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

Friday, September 29, 2006

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space

No matter how much I deny it., I do miss you and you're one of the most amazing things that has ever happened to me. It's times like this when I wish I didn't handle myself like this: cutting everything off acting like it doesn't matter then breaking down. I know it seems like I don't care and I've moved on but really, losing you this summer has killed me.

Although I hate to admit it, you two are perfect, much better for eachother than we ever were. Be happy, please. I want you to be.

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